me

happy pics!

and i just want a tattoo so fucking bad
i want this one on the side of my stumach in the area of my upper ribs
ahhh that would be so cool

you

This is so refreshing that it means a little more to me. Dedicating time when I really can’t afford to be, I provide protection if you open up the door for me. Couple texts, couple dates, couple I think that we’re readies, couple I think that we should we waits. Are we acting like a couple I’m just trying to get it straight, cause I’m over here convinced that it’s too early for mistakes. And after a while now there are only cloudy days. Did we really made that one early mistake? Tell me where did all the magic go, I followed the rules and told you everything you had to know. I’m confused tell me where we go wrong. I was sure that I would be with you for so long. I was planning on this being something worth mentioning. Energy invested in someone I saw potential in. They always say the hottest love has the coldest end.


lost

The way you looked when you said you were leaving. The cruel words and the false accusations, the mean looks and the same old frustrations. I never thought that we'd throw it all away, but we threw it all away. I'm a little bit lost without you and I'm a freaking big mess inside. I've been lost, I've been losing, I've been tired, I'm all hurt and confusion. But it's alright cause you can try but you'll never keep me down. I know I'm lost but I'm waiting to be found. Still I'm a little bit lost without you.

heart

William

Know that i love you even still even now even though we fell apart

How love can last if you only let it grow
We're broken too like the fending of heart
But we only had a start

She is like a cigarette inside an ashtray
nothing but a fire sets her free
filling up my lungs until my body needs her
holding on so i can never breathe

dreaming

uughhh im sick
im nottttt feeling like myself these days
so im dreaming away in my bed with this song on the background
hmmm lovely